ALEXANDRIA'S ALCHEMY
ALEXANDRIA'S ALCHEMY
"Applying ease to all aspects of life creates better energy and facilitates effortless manifestations."
Lifemaxxing & Utilizing Your Assets
In this sacred interim, I’ve been very intentional about what I want to do in 2025. As I plan, I approach everything from a place of peace. I have experiences I’d like to enjoy, ways I’d like to look, and feelings I want to cultivate. However, these intentions aren’t desires—they’re “nice to haves” and “nice to dos.” Applying ease to all aspects of life creates better energy and facilitates effortless manifestations.
I am fully appreciating my life now. I don’t want to take for granted that with minimal effort or worry, everything is taken care of. I can go where I want and buy what I want without feeling spent. I honor all the vehicles that make this possible and observe it all without judgment. Releasing judgement is huge for cultivating peace. One thing about getting everything you’ve ever wanted is the emotional regulation it takes to avoid self-sabotage because of judgment.
Now that I’m in a place where I have everything, I want to use it to its full potential. I have so many resources, so much knowledge, and endless opportunities—it’s time to fully live in that. I wrote about this in my entry, “Inventory”. In all aspects, I’m no longer searching but embodying the things I once desired. There was a past version of me who thought I’d be whole once I achieved this or that. Now that I have it, it’s time to truly be whole.
Side note: I made a list of events I wanted to attend, including ones considered exclusive or unattainable. I listed the Golden Globes—not because I care about the awards but because I want to dress up and be somewhere swanky and prestigious. Days later, I got an email inviting me to apply to attend. Crazy, huh? Those passive “nice to haves” manifest so quickly. I spoke about this when I talk about the power of nonchalance.
Divine Messages (But Spooky)
I recently aligned with a YouTube creator—an older gentleman whose teachings resonate deeply with the topics I discuss here. Naturally, I subscribed and began binging his content. He spoke about signs, the oversoul, and the idea that there is no fundamental truth—concepts that align with my own beliefs. In one video, he described a miraculous event where he asked his guides for a specific sign that ultimately led to his now-large following. As he spoke, my right ear began to ring. This happens a lot since I’ve started taking my spirituality seriously. When it does, I always ask myself, “What’s the message?” I knew that when I went to sleep, I’d receive something.
As the video continued, he spoke about the fundamental, malleable nature of reality. I sat there thinking, “I’m hearing these concepts, but am I really listening? Do I believe this is all just me?” In that moment, I felt highly aware. I let myself exist purely as the observer. This pure awareness—simply being the watcher—used to unsettle me. I’d often distract myself to feel grounded again.
That night, before going to bed, I asked, “What’s the message?” I don’t remember my dream, but in the middle of the night—apologies if this sounds spooky—there was something tapping at the foot of my bed. I instinctively moved my legs toward my husband to see if it was just him rubbing his feet in his sleep, but it wasn’t. I was fully awake and surprisingly unafraid. I asked again, “Show me. What’s the message?” I got up to use the bathroom, and as I sat there, everything in front of me started to morph, as if it were underwater. I let it happen. It reminded me of staring at something for too long, where it appears to move on its own. That was the message: the malleable, fundamental nature of reality.
This existence is a projection. Rarely am I shown this so clearly in waking life because, frankly, it would terrify me. But in that moment, I wasn’t afraid at all. I simply said, “Thank you for the message.” Of course, I double-checked to make sure I wasn’t dead or having an out-of-body experience. I even wondered if I had shifted timelines because it was all so surreal. This journey of divinity is like peeling back the layers of an onion. You’re only given what you can handle. Apparently, I can handle much more now because the messages are so clear. They’re not lofty or overly ethereal—they just are.
Fated Connections & Constant Run-In’s
Running in the same circles is one thing, but as I grow, new people keep coming into my awareness. I always think, “There’s something about this person…” Then I see them again and again. This past weekend, I happened to be with several people I’d kept running into. I didn’t know they’d be there, but there was a sense of awareness, like, “Damn, I keep seeing you!” One of them told me, “I love you, and I want to be more intentional with you.” Mind you, we’re virtually strangers, but they KEEP showing up. Another one, whom I’d already seen four times before the event, also happened to be there. We had a great time together, full of love and connection—you’d think we’d known each other for years.
With this character alignment thing, it gets spooky. The same thing used to happen when I lived in LA. My closest “co-stars” would show up two or three times before we finally connected. When we did, it was always a gateway to new experiences and people.
Side note: I love my confidence. I love that I can walk into a room full of strangers and find commonality and connection. I’m not awkward; I have a zero-point energy that lets me feel centered in any situation. Like Beyoncé says, “This my shit!”
Celebrity & Synchronicities
I think I might be a little bit of a matchmaker. At a recent event, I noticed a guy I remembered from TV standing at the bar. I told my bestie to talk to him because I just saw something. When we walked past the bar, he stopped her, and don’t you know he followed her around all night? I just saw it for her, and I hope they make something of it. I knew who he was, but she didn’t. They had a connection, potentially fated—ase. I don’t know why I keep running into TV stars. Is Dallas the new LA? I’m not sure, but it’s interesting.
In a metaphysical sense, seeing people on TV is like foreshadowing for me. Why? Because I see them so often in my 3D reality. Even today, I was watching a random video about Tila Tequila and her mental issues, and a clip popped up featuring a gentleman I used to date in LA. I’m not going to lie—I get tired of seeing him, lol.
The person who created the video just so happens to follow me on Instagram, and I love her content. Then there’s me watching Tyler, The Creator’s new video and remembering the night I met him and we talked about GTA. Or the fact that he sampled Kendrick, whom I met in Compton, and Kendrick signed my album. Wild, right? I remember I developed a celebrity crush and saw this man in person twice. Then my homegirl said, “Girl, he kept looking at you.” I hadn’t even told her I met him before. Later, someone I was working with asked me to interview that exact person. The synchronicities were insane. Like, damn. That was a tangent.
The whole celebrity thing just makes me think about my divinity. None of this feels real when I manifest spending time with the people I admire most—outside of concerts or other natural “fan” happenings.
"Applying ease to all aspects of life creates better energy and facilitates effortless manifestations."
Lifemaxxing & Utilizing Your Assets
In this sacred interim, I’ve been very intentional about what I want to do in 2025. As I plan, I approach everything from a place of peace. I have experiences I’d like to enjoy, ways I’d like to look, and feelings I want to cultivate. However, these intentions aren’t desires—they’re “nice to haves” and “nice to dos.” Applying ease to all aspects of life creates better energy and facilitates effortless manifestations.
I am fully appreciating my life now. I don’t want to take for granted that with minimal effort or worry, everything is taken care of. I can go where I want and buy what I want without feeling spent. I honor all the vehicles that make this possible and observe it all without judgment. Releasing judgement is huge for cultivating peace. One thing about getting everything you’ve ever wanted is the emotional regulation it takes to avoid self-sabotage because of judgment.
Now that I’m in a place where I have everything, I want to use it to its full potential. I have so many resources, so much knowledge, and endless opportunities—it’s time to fully live in that. I wrote about this in my entry, “Inventory”. In all aspects, I’m no longer searching but embodying the things I once desired. There was a past version of me who thought I’d be whole once I achieved this or that. Now that I have it, it’s time to truly be whole.
Side note: I made a list of events I wanted to attend, including ones considered exclusive or unattainable. I listed the Golden Globes—not because I care about the awards but because I want to dress up and be somewhere swanky and prestigious. Days later, I got an email inviting me to apply to attend. Crazy, huh? Those passive “nice to haves” manifest so quickly. I spoke about this when I talk about the power of nonchalance.
Divine Messages (But Spooky)
I recently aligned with a YouTube creator—an older gentleman whose teachings resonate deeply with the topics I discuss here. Naturally, I subscribed and began binging his content. He spoke about signs, the oversoul, and the idea that there is no fundamental truth—concepts that align with my own beliefs. In one video, he described a miraculous event where he asked his guides for a specific sign that ultimately led to his now-large following. As he spoke, my right ear began to ring. This happens a lot since I’ve started taking my spirituality seriously. When it does, I always ask myself, “What’s the message?” I knew that when I went to sleep, I’d receive something.
As the video continued, he spoke about the fundamental, malleable nature of reality. I sat there thinking, “I’m hearing these concepts, but am I really listening? Do I believe this is all just me?” In that moment, I felt highly aware. I let myself exist purely as the observer. This pure awareness—simply being the watcher—used to unsettle me. I’d often distract myself to feel grounded again.
That night, before going to bed, I asked, “What’s the message?” I don’t remember my dream, but in the middle of the night—apologies if this sounds spooky—there was something tapping at the foot of my bed. I instinctively moved my legs toward my husband to see if it was just him rubbing his feet in his sleep, but it wasn’t. I was fully awake and surprisingly unafraid. I asked again, “Show me. What’s the message?” I got up to use the bathroom, and as I sat there, everything in front of me started to morph, as if it were underwater. I let it happen. It reminded me of staring at something for too long, where it appears to move on its own. That was the message: the malleable, fundamental nature of reality.
This existence is a projection. Rarely am I shown this so clearly in waking life because, frankly, it would terrify me. But in that moment, I wasn’t afraid at all. I simply said, “Thank you for the message.” Of course, I double-checked to make sure I wasn’t dead or having an out-of-body experience. I even wondered if I had shifted timelines because it was all so surreal. This journey of divinity is like peeling back the layers of an onion. You’re only given what you can handle. Apparently, I can handle much more now because the messages are so clear. They’re not lofty or overly ethereal—they just are.
Fated Connections & Constant Run-In’s
Running in the same circles is one thing, but as I grow, new people keep coming into my awareness. I always think, “There’s something about this person…” Then I see them again and again. This past weekend, I happened to be with several people I’d kept running into. I didn’t know they’d be there, but there was a sense of awareness, like, “Damn, I keep seeing you!” One of them told me, “I love you, and I want to be more intentional with you.” Mind you, we’re virtually strangers, but they KEEP showing up. Another one, whom I’d already seen four times before the event, also happened to be there. We had a great time together, full of love and connection—you’d think we’d known each other for years.
With this character alignment thing, it gets spooky. The same thing used to happen when I lived in LA. My closest “co-stars” would show up two or three times before we finally connected. When we did, it was always a gateway to new experiences and people.
Side note: I love my confidence. I love that I can walk into a room full of strangers and find commonality and connection. I’m not awkward; I have a zero-point energy that lets me feel centered in any situation. Like Beyoncé says, “This my shit!”
Celebrity & Synchronicities
I think I might be a little bit of a matchmaker. At a recent event, I noticed a guy I remembered from TV standing at the bar. I told my bestie to talk to him because I just saw something. When we walked past the bar, he stopped her, and don’t you know he followed her around all night? I just saw it for her, and I hope they make something of it. I knew who he was, but she didn’t. They had a connection, potentially fated—ase. I don’t know why I keep running into TV stars. Is Dallas the new LA? I’m not sure, but it’s interesting.
In a metaphysical sense, seeing people on TV is like foreshadowing for me. Why? Because I see them so often in my 3D reality. Even today, I was watching a random video about Tila Tequila and her mental issues, and a clip popped up featuring a gentleman I used to date in LA. I’m not going to lie—I get tired of seeing him, lol.
The person who created the video just so happens to follow me on Instagram, and I love her content. Then there’s me watching Tyler, The Creator’s new video and remembering the night I met him and we talked about GTA. Or the fact that he sampled Kendrick, whom I met in Compton, and Kendrick signed my album. Wild, right? I remember I developed a celebrity crush and saw this man in person twice. Then my homegirl said, “Girl, he kept looking at you.” I hadn’t even told her I met him before. Later, someone I was working with asked me to interview that exact person. The synchronicities were insane. Like, damn. That was a tangent.
The whole celebrity thing just makes me think about my divinity. None of this feels real when I manifest spending time with the people I admire most—outside of concerts or other natural “fan” happenings.