Kundalini Awakening: A Journey of Energy, Music, and Spiritual Growth
Lately, I’ve been soaking in Marvin Gaye’s “I Want You” album, and it has stirred something deep within me. Songs like “All The Way Around” and “I’ll Be Loving You Again” resonate so profoundly, evoking that powerful kundalini energy. It’s a force that has moved through me before, during an unforgettable encounter that sparked an intense awakening. That moment opened doors to esoteric and spiritual insights I hadn’t anticipated.
Spirituality is funny that way—sometimes, no matter how long you’ve been on the path, certain truths or energies remain dormant until you’re truly ready. Marvin Gaye’s soulful rhythms anchor me in my root chakra, and I’ve learned to channel that energy into creative expression. Kundalini energy isn’t just mystical; it’s a current you can use to fuel your art, passions, and higher purpose.
Kundalini energy, often described as dormant spiritual energy at the base of the spine, can be awakened through various practices—including deeply intentional and intimate sexual experiences. Sexual energy is a powerful creative force housed in the sacral chakra, and when approached consciously, it can act as a gateway to spiritual transformation. Moments of deep connection and vulnerability during intimacy can activate this energy, leading to sensations of warmth, tingling, or full-body vibrations as it rises through the chakras. These experiences can release emotional blockages, heighten spiritual awareness, and even offer a glimpse into divine consciousness.
Sacred sexuality, rooted in traditions like Tantra, emphasizes mindfulness, breathwork, and intention to channel sexual energy for growth and awakening. While the experience can be profoundly transformative, it may also bring challenges as old patterns and suppressed emotions rise for healing. Balancing practices like meditation and grounding help integrate the energy post-awakening, creating space for alignment of body, mind, and spirit. By embracing sexual energy with awareness, intimacy can become a sacred path to spiritual connection and personal evolution.
Locking in With Saturn
Right now, I’m fully immersed in my Saturn return—a period of life that feels like the universe’s ultimate “check-in.” For me, it hasn’t been overwhelming, but the energy is unmistakable: lock in or else. Saturn is a strict but fair teacher, and I’m embracing its lessons with open arms.
Letting go of what no longer serves me has become second nature. From keeping my home clean and decluttered to managing tasks without procrastination, I’ve found grounding in discipline. Waking up before 5 AM, making my bed, and addressing issues head-on—it’s all part of honoring this planetary cycle. Beyond these practical shifts, Saturn’s energy has deepened my spiritual practice, helping me confront old patterns and step into a more conscious way of being.
The Saturn return is a transformative phase that happens around ages 27–30, 56–60, and 84–90, marking a period of major growth and self-realization. Known for its “lock-in or else” energy, Saturn challenges you to take responsibility, let go of what no longer serves you, and align with your true purpose. While it can feel intense, it’s also a powerful time to build a solid foundation for the next chapter of your life. Embrace the discipline, face the lessons, and trust that this cosmic reset is guiding you toward lasting fulfillment.
Stepping Into My Venus
My Venus in Virgo is calling, and I’m answering with reverence. Tending to beauty, health, and the art of self-care isn’t vanity—it’s a sacred practice. From adorning myself to curating beautiful spaces, I’m leaning into what makes life feel harmonious and abundant.
Venus inspires me to elevate my routine: consistent hair appointments, doing my nails, keeping my makeup stocked, and thoughtfully planning outfits for special occasions. These rituals might seem surface-level, but they’re grounding acts of self-love and alignment. The ambiance I create for myself reflects the love and care I’m cultivating from within.
Venus placements in astrology reveal how we express love, beauty, and what we value in relationships and aesthetics. They shape how we give and receive affection, our approach to self-care, and our sense of harmony. Each Venus placement brings its unique energy, reflecting how we attract and connect with others while embodying our personal version of beauty and pleasure.
A woman with Venus in Virgo is thoughtful, grounded, and detail-oriented in love and self-expression. She values sincerity and shows care through acts of service, thoughtful gestures, and attention to the little things. She has a natural eye for refinement, often drawn to clean aesthetics, practical beauty, and understated elegance. While she may seem reserved at times, her love is deep and intentional, offering stability and devotion to those she truly values.
Kings and Queens: Aligning With High-Caliber Souls
Recently, I attended an awards show and set a clear intention before stepping out: to feel aligned with regal energy and meaningful connections. The experience didn’t disappoint. I encountered individuals who inspire me—people I seem to cross paths with often, like a stunning queen I always see at exclusive events or gentlemen who have introduced me to incredible opportunities. These meetings feel like synchronicities, moments of affirmation that I’m aligning with driven, abundant, and kind souls.
These connections remind me of the importance of surrounding yourself with people who reflect your aspirations. It’s not just about networking—it’s about building genuine relationships with those who inspire and uplift.
A Message From Mickey
One night, I had a vivid, almost dreamlike encounter. I was drifting into sleep when I became aware of guidance coming through. The voice I heard was distinctly male, slightly flamboyant, and deliberate. It said, “You know it’s coming. Be ready to make a decision when it does.” The name Mickey immediately surfaced in my mind.
The next day, I called my dad to ask about Mickey. My father confirmed there was someone by that name on his mother’s side—a great uncle (that was indeed gay). I don’t remember him at all. It was a fascinating moment of connection, as if this spirit had stepped forward to offer reassurance and clarity during a time when I’d asked for guidance. This experience left me wondering about the unseen connections we have with those who’ve passed on—family members who continue to look out for us. It’s a humbling reminder that the answers we seek are often closer than we realize, delivered in ways that nudge us forward on our journey.
Regarding what he was addressing, I’ll be ready with my list of stipulations.
Closing Thoughts
This week has been a mosaic of energy, discipline, and reflection. From the depths of Marvin Gaye’s soulful music to the grounding lessons of Saturn and the guidance from beyond, I’ve felt supported in ways both seen and unseen. These moments reaffirm that every step of the spiritual path unfolds in divine timing, inviting us to grow, awaken, and connect with our highest selves.
Kundalini Awakening: A Journey of Energy, Music, and Spiritual Growth
Lately, I’ve been soaking in Marvin Gaye’s “I Want You” album, and it has stirred something deep within me. Songs like “All The Way Around” and “I’ll Be Loving You Again” resonate so profoundly, evoking that powerful kundalini energy. It’s a force that has moved through me before, during an unforgettable encounter that sparked an intense awakening. That moment opened doors to esoteric and spiritual insights I hadn’t anticipated.
Spirituality is funny that way—sometimes, no matter how long you’ve been on the path, certain truths or energies remain dormant until you’re truly ready. Marvin Gaye’s soulful rhythms anchor me in my root chakra, and I’ve learned to channel that energy into creative expression. Kundalini energy isn’t just mystical; it’s a current you can use to fuel your art, passions, and higher purpose.
Kundalini energy, often described as dormant spiritual energy at the base of the spine, can be awakened through various practices—including deeply intentional and intimate sexual experiences. Sexual energy is a powerful creative force housed in the sacral chakra, and when approached consciously, it can act as a gateway to spiritual transformation. Moments of deep connection and vulnerability during intimacy can activate this energy, leading to sensations of warmth, tingling, or full-body vibrations as it rises through the chakras. These experiences can release emotional blockages, heighten spiritual awareness, and even offer a glimpse into divine consciousness.
Sacred sexuality, rooted in traditions like Tantra, emphasizes mindfulness, breathwork, and intention to channel sexual energy for growth and awakening. While the experience can be profoundly transformative, it may also bring challenges as old patterns and suppressed emotions rise for healing. Balancing practices like meditation and grounding help integrate the energy post-awakening, creating space for alignment of body, mind, and spirit. By embracing sexual energy with awareness, intimacy can become a sacred path to spiritual connection and personal evolution.
Locking in With Saturn
Right now, I’m fully immersed in my Saturn return—a period of life that feels like the universe’s ultimate “check-in.” For me, it hasn’t been overwhelming, but the energy is unmistakable: lock in or else. Saturn is a strict but fair teacher, and I’m embracing its lessons with open arms.
Letting go of what no longer serves me has become second nature. From keeping my home clean and decluttered to managing tasks without procrastination, I’ve found grounding in discipline. Waking up before 5 AM, making my bed, and addressing issues head-on—it’s all part of honoring this planetary cycle. Beyond these practical shifts, Saturn’s energy has deepened my spiritual practice, helping me confront old patterns and step into a more conscious way of being.
The Saturn return is a transformative phase that happens around ages 27–30, 56–60, and 84–90, marking a period of major growth and self-realization. Known for its “lock-in or else” energy, Saturn challenges you to take responsibility, let go of what no longer serves you, and align with your true purpose. While it can feel intense, it’s also a powerful time to build a solid foundation for the next chapter of your life. Embrace the discipline, face the lessons, and trust that this cosmic reset is guiding you toward lasting fulfillment.
Stepping Into My Venus
My Venus in Virgo is calling, and I’m answering with reverence. Tending to beauty, health, and the art of self-care isn’t vanity—it’s a sacred practice. From adorning myself to curating beautiful spaces, I’m leaning into what makes life feel harmonious and abundant.
Venus inspires me to elevate my routine: consistent hair appointments, doing my nails, keeping my makeup stocked, and thoughtfully planning outfits for special occasions. These rituals might seem surface-level, but they’re grounding acts of self-love and alignment. The ambiance I create for myself reflects the love and care I’m cultivating from within.
Venus placements in astrology reveal how we express love, beauty, and what we value in relationships and aesthetics. They shape how we give and receive affection, our approach to self-care, and our sense of harmony. Each Venus placement brings its unique energy, reflecting how we attract and connect with others while embodying our personal version of beauty and pleasure.
A woman with Venus in Virgo is thoughtful, grounded, and detail-oriented in love and self-expression. She values sincerity and shows care through acts of service, thoughtful gestures, and attention to the little things. She has a natural eye for refinement, often drawn to clean aesthetics, practical beauty, and understated elegance. While she may seem reserved at times, her love is deep and intentional, offering stability and devotion to those she truly values.
Kings and Queens: Aligning With High-Caliber Souls
Recently, I attended an awards show and set a clear intention before stepping out: to feel aligned with regal energy and meaningful connections. The experience didn’t disappoint. I encountered individuals who inspire me—people I seem to cross paths with often, like a stunning queen I always see at exclusive events or gentlemen who have introduced me to incredible opportunities. These meetings feel like synchronicities, moments of affirmation that I’m aligning with driven, abundant, and kind souls.
These connections remind me of the importance of surrounding yourself with people who reflect your aspirations. It’s not just about networking—it’s about building genuine relationships with those who inspire and uplift.
A Message From Mickey
One night, I had a vivid, almost dreamlike encounter. I was drifting into sleep when I became aware of guidance coming through. The voice I heard was distinctly male, slightly flamboyant, and deliberate. It said, “You know it’s coming. Be ready to make a decision when it does.” The name Mickey immediately surfaced in my mind.
The next day, I called my dad to ask about Mickey. My father confirmed there was someone by that name on his mother’s side—a great uncle (that was indeed gay). I don’t remember him at all. It was a fascinating moment of connection, as if this spirit had stepped forward to offer reassurance and clarity during a time when I’d asked for guidance. This experience left me wondering about the unseen connections we have with those who’ve passed on—family members who continue to look out for us. It’s a humbling reminder that the answers we seek are often closer than we realize, delivered in ways that nudge us forward on our journey.
Regarding what he was addressing, I’ll be ready with my list of stipulations.
Closing Thoughts
This week has been a mosaic of energy, discipline, and reflection. From the depths of Marvin Gaye’s soulful music to the grounding lessons of Saturn and the guidance from beyond, I’ve felt supported in ways both seen and unseen. These moments reaffirm that every step of the spiritual path unfolds in divine timing, inviting us to grow, awaken, and connect with our highest selves.